In a sunny cold day, some friend suddenly asks you "if you were to choose one person you are eager to meet right now, who would it be?" you'are going to say the name in an instant but suddenly a terrifying power from your deep inside make you say:"No one! there is no one I wish to meet right now!" Then you remember your dreams at the darkest moments of your nights, and you promise not to forgive yourselves never ever. Now you're calm enough
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